:: Killing - The New IN Thing ?::

"I could've killed all the Jews in the world, but I kept some alive, so that you can see why I was killing them"

Adolf Hitler

Ironic isn't it? It would be different if the statement came from someone else, not Hitler the Nazi's world-known leader who has made killing as his profession. But again, its been said. By him. The killer, himself. Who else can say it better than him?

In Malay, we used to hear the saying 'Hanya jauhari mengenal manikam'. Meaning, only the one with all the experience in the area / field will have all the knowledge and value in saying things related to his area. Thus, no one can do it better when speaking on Jews though he has to compare them with his own kind. 

Since i was a small kid, i've heard, watch and read all the unacceptable excuses (one after another) being given from this unethical people. With all the force that we (as in the world) have, i failed to understand why cant we stop this nonsense. While we are celebrating our birthday, anniversary, independence day each year..those people in Palastine feels so blessed if none of them been killed on the day. Not to mentioned how blessed they are if they can have their meal maybe once a day? 

Education? They certainly learned how to run fast enough from being shot by the animals. Leisure? Manage to lean on each others back and heal their breath for not being shot by the animals. Art? Sand is the canvas and blood is the paint for the abstract paint, after you get shot by the animals. Forgive me for using too many animals though i think animals is better than them. At least they can be tame and trained. Oh shoot! Same goes to them! They can be tame with powers and they've been trained to kill. How can i missed that!

For my brothers and sisters there, my prayers will be with you always.  Alhamdulillah for those who have made it there and return safely in one piece. For those who doesnt, Syahid awaits you, my true warrior.

Was it so hard to teach them a lesson? Or was it too late?

:: Demam Dulu...Demam Sekarang...::

Demam dulu...Kot panas-panas badan tu, tak heranlah esok lusa sure kebah

Demam sekarang...Badan panas sikit, terus panik tak tenteram hati dah

Demam dulu ... Demam is demam, nothing more nothing less

Demam sekarang ... Demam not only demam, nothing is less, everything is more

Demam dulu ... Telan panadol, hilanglah semua

Demam sekarang ... Sebelum telan ubat, kena amik temperature, scan sikit sana. 

Demam dulu ... Tak payah jumpa doktor pun tak apa

Demam sekarang ... Nasib baik dapat ubat-balik, nasib kurang baik, ubat dapat siap kena tahan dalam bilik

Demam dulu ... Kita kenal ada 4 je jenis demam - demam panas, demam campak, demam selsema, demam denggi

Demam sekarang ... Dahlah ada 4 kena campur plak ngan H1N1, ILI. Kot kalau selsema ada selsema burung, selsema babs...ngan tah apa2 selsema lagi...

Demam dulu ... Modal nak baik tak banyak...takat panadol ngan air badak

Demam sekarang ... modal kena keluar sikit lagi leh beli anak badak

Demam dulu ... Orang selalu kata, jangan manjakan diri..keluarkan peluh, buat kerja

Demam sekarang ... Orang akan kata, rehatkan diri..jangan fikir kerja

Yang panting, cK dah rasa semangat nak kerja esok. Deria rasa dah mula berfungsi semula, tekak pun dah tak berapa rasa sakit. Badan dah mula segar, selera dah mula datang. Duduk rumah lama-lama buat cK rasa lemah tak berdaya. Weird, but i do missed my workstation! Dang! 

:: It's Much More Easier When You Are Younger.... ::

...and you see a boy/girl standing at the corner looking at you. You wont feel nervous but you'll find it funny how he can stare for almost 3 minutes or more without blinking. You will then smile back and keep doing it every time she/he look at you. Now? You will have to 'curi-curi' to stare at him/her. If you are lucky, you'll get his/her number. Otherwise, you'll be ignored. 

...and you had a crush with someone older (read : your teacher). You write your feeling on a piece of paper contains few letters (read : I LOVE YOU) and hands it over. You won't bother what others have to say about it. You just do it. Now? Age different has become your biggest concern.  You prefer to keep it low key and hopefully no one will find out.

...and your 'secret admirer' sent you a love letter. You share it with all the people you probably know. You'll be smilling the whole day and can't stop talking about it day after day. Secretly, you hope the cute boy from next class is the writer. Now? You feel weird to receive a letter from anonymous writter. If someone like you, say it out loud.

...and someone gives you a hard times at school. All you gotta do is to plan for a revenge with your girls / boys. Fight is cool and you can be popular too. Now? You are just to tired to get involved. Plus, others find it silly and you, you dont want to look stupid.

...and you forget to complete your schoolwork. You can always copy the answer from your friend. Afterall, there will be only one answer and hopefully you get it right. Now? You can't copy anyone but yes, you can take the credit for someone else's work especially when you are the boss.

...and you failed your test. Other than being lectured by your class teachers and your parent, you'll still get your allowance without failed. Now? Failed is not an option and never be. You failed to get things done, and you're done. D.O.N.E.

...and you'll be wearing the same snickers with your favourite blue shirt which probably looks more or less like the 'kain lap' symbolized how often you put it on. As you grow older, you need to spent on clothes. You just don't want to get spotted wearing the same 'baju' more than 3 times in less than 2 weeks.

...and filling up your tummy with all the food you can have is never an issue. You can have your candies not long after you've finished you hamburger and that is before you starts to dig the ice cream. Or you may have it all in one go. Today, you rather starve just to fit that tiny baby t and wait till you get pregnant and eat-all-you-can. Simple. Blame it on the hormones.

...and just go for it. It's like you have a super power or at least been possessed by demon that you just do whatever comes to your mind. Write a poem for your love ones, scratch your Principal's car, skip classes..you just do it. The last thing you'll do is to think on the consequences. Well, its not gonna be the same now. The process is officially been reversed  by nature. You got to think before you do something. By the time you done with thinking, your desires to do things that you wanted to, just gone. 

...and you don't have to earn your living doing things called W.O.R.K. That used to be the responsibilities for Mummy and Daddy. Being young, U just have to ask for your shares and spent it wisely. Now? You got to drag yourself each day to the office, play a bit of politics and crack your head dealing with few idiots you meet along the way.

Don't you wish you were slightly younger after reading all these? Well, no pain no gain. Experience helps you to mature and be more wiser in taking charge of yourself and your life. Being young is just a part of the experience. Don't feel too bad about it. Afterall, 30 is the new 20. Deal with it.